Current Mood: Anxious

I think i must be allergic to comfort since everytime it's in my vicinity, i always pick up my bags and leave. don't feel like i'm at a point in my life where i can or should be comfortable but once i take the difficult route, i'm complaining to myself the whole way through. this is where i identify really well with the main character Raskolnik in Crime and Punishment who naturally never wants to do work or good deeds, but he ultimately always will and blame himself for it afterwards.